sunrise, sunset...swiftly flow the days....

Last week, one of the first acquaintances we made in the campo came into the ER in the evening and the doc on call called me because they couldn't find her chart anywhere- and the patient mentioned she knew me. She had been hammock-bound since we'd met her 8+ years ago from crippling arthritis, and we'd seen her "raise" her 2 young girls, then 10 and 11, along with 3 grandchildren, who had been sent to her after birth as the mom was living on the streets in Ceiba. Many have tried to help the family in various ways over the years....with dubious success. Most of those years, we'd brought meds out to the mud shack for D, as her condition did not allow her to travel from her hammock. This visit, D's bloodwork and condition were not encouraging...and after several days inpatient, it was time to share with her that we could not continue transfusing her and that her condition had no cure. The first night, so weak she could barely be heard, D shared with me that she was uncertain of her relation with the Lord, so we spend time talking and praying. Many others who knew her and had invested in her deeply shared during the few days with us. John was the makeshift ambulance to get her home,where we gently lifted her from the pickup bed in her soft matress and transferred her to a hammock in the main room of the small cementblock house the community had made her last year- no more than 20x20. 9 people live there. D will spend her last days there with her children, and her grandchildren. 

D and her daughter, with nurse Penny in the Toyota ambulance! This was my day off!

Week 2 of our allotted 5 has begun. We had a delightful time celebrating one of the MK's 16th birthdays on Saturday night. Mariah Fields had planned a special dinner and celebration at a nearby hotel, and it was a night of enjoying our youth all fancied up in their formals, tuxes, dress jeans, etc. The attire was "jungle formal"- meaning whatever you had in your closet that suited! Sweet fellowship that will long be remembered. The missionaries here excel in celebrating!

The birthday girl and her little brother

The stellar CPR class!

Did the first of 2 CPR classes today with the help of the other 2 missionary nurses, Christy and Heather. The teamwork made it go more smoothly than normal, and have never had such an enjoyable class!  (Hopefully, they really learned something and we'll see the fruit of the investment!)  The Lord has made it very clear to me that He's put all my responsibilities in capable hands, and right now, I'm feeling like I can pass the baton with no panic. What a ride its been!  I'm feeling keenly everything I do "for the last time"- and just delighting in everything, trying to suck ever last bit of flavor out of these days. 

John is doing the same- out in the villages visiting patients and  church friends, taking his helpers to the public health clinics for the last times. We have the pickup sold, as well as most of our household goods-all of which will remain for our use until we leave on March 15. I am thankful I learned long ago to hold material things loosely- to see them all as loaned for a season by the Lord for my use, but not to be clutched to my chest possessively. When we return to visit, we'll take pleasure in seeing our treasures being used and loved by those we love here!

Re-entry miracle- and record day in ER!

Edwar in October- very swollen!

Edwar this week, playful and all boy!

A bright memory of our reentry this past weekend to Honduras was a call from some fellow missionaries, asking us to stop by on the way up the hill to see a "surprise". We pulled in to see Edwar, a 6 year old with Acute lymphocytic leukemia, who I shared about in October. He came to us after a year of failure to be diagnosed in the public system, with total body pain, and looking like he had a terminal case of mumps. Just touch his skin to take his pulse hurt him. Dr. Judy diagnosed him with leukemia, and then began her search for treatment here in Honduras. The mom did the unthinkable- she took a bus to the capital city and entered a treatment program there. The child's father remained behind to work to have money for the treatment! As I was helping him dress for the long bus trip to the city for treatment, he'd said something like, "All I want to do is play someday"!  I told him when he got strong again, I would buy him a soccer ball. What a joy to have Heather whisper, "I have a new one that I just brought in from the US if you want to give it to him now!" So she made possible keeping my promise immediately. He has 2 more years of his chemo...

Rosalinda in front of the nursing school

Tho we had only arrived at Loma de Luz Sunday afternoon, we turned around and went back to Ceiba early Monday morning- to bring a new LPN student, Rosalinda, to her first day of classes. Her dad and one of her good friends, Sonia, also walked down the trail from the house to see her off. If one could can that joy and excitement...

 The hospital clinic is now only open Monday, wednesday, and Friday. We expect the other two days will be just ER, so light days. Today, a record was set when we began receiving patients from a pickup roll-over about 0930.  In our early days here, there was a similar accident on Independence Day when a pickup went up on a bank to make a U-turn and dumped all those who were hitching a ride on the back. We were very shortstaffed, as it was a weekend when we have our annual missionary conference about 6 hours from here, and most were in attendance. That day we had 7 patients at once. Today, we treated about 13! It was truly all hands on deck! By God's grace, we had no critical patients, and only had to admit 2. But it kept the surgeon busy all day, and was a quick re-orientation to the hospital for me. During the hours of patching and stitching and monitoring, we also had a child come in with a fractured arm from a fall from a tree, and an OB needing a postpartum surgery, so all in all, think it topped the charts for the busiest ER day in history here.

"Shall we gather at the river..."

Anael, Bessie, and Rigo Andino

Sunday saw another baptismal service for the Church at Margarita- this time Bessie and Edwin, 2 more siblings from a catholic family that have become delightful additions to the growing family here. There are now 4 of the children baptized and actively serving in reaching out to the mountain communities with Anael, on the left in the picture. Rigo Andino(R) and his family have been helping Anael with the church leadership since last summer.  Less than 2 weeks and we will again be with these awesome folks, applauding at what the Lord is doing!

"Shall we gather at the river..."

A time to mourn and a time to dance....

Receive regular news from our Honduran home and wanted to pass on something for you all to lift up in prayer. Veronica is a young woman who has worked at the hospital since before John and I arrived in 2004. She left to get married and have her children, and came back to us to work in the lab a few years ago. This past weekend, her husband was murdered in San Pedro. Please remember she and the children in the aftermath of this tragedy. Also pray for our fellow missionary, Christine, as she is particularly close to Veronica, having been her supervisor in the lab.

Sabbatical- a long Sabbath rest, right? In ways this past 3 months has provided that- daily exercise in a nearby gym to stave off the seasonal affective disorder, and using that exercise time to listen to favorite podcasts like John Piper and Alistair Beggs. We've both done a LOT of reading, as our church here has a great library, and we find we can read on the treadmill or elliptical machine! Always loved to multitask.  I've learned to knit and crochet,  and almost done with scarves for the 3 littlest grandgirls. We've enjoyed being in much better touch with all the kids and grands during this time home.  Here's 4 of them celebrating Savannah's birthday. She had a mermaid party, I think it was!

Winter Wonderland

Dark and gloomy below the inversion- but gloriously sparkly and sunny, with cloudless skies, above!  Kind of like life at times! Our friends of 40 years took us snowshoeing on New Years Day- and the outing gave us new perspective!

We visiting our Honduran neighbors, the Greenes,(here in Wa.  in Bellingham). What a fun reunion! We met their adult kids, their grandkids, and managed to take in a delightful Celtic Christmas concert.  The main fiddler was a Scottish miss, who could dance, fiddle, and sing all at the same time!  Made us homesick for Iain and Liz McKenzie back in Honduras, with 2 hours of that accent!

After Christmas, the cabinet man arrived for a day of BIG MESSES to put in the countertop. Now have hooked up dishwasher, and rearranged cabinets, waiting expectantly for arrival of the remaining few cabinets to complete the kitchen project the end of January. Then we can put in all the flooring- these past months here we've been treading lightly on plywood flooring to prevent slivers!
We've delighted in calls from our Honduran coworkers, and missionary friends. Xiomara, now doing her social service at the hospital, seems to be thriving. We talked to her and her 5 yr old son this week- sure put smiles on our faces! Another 2 coworkers are revving up to begin nursing school in February- that will make 7 homegrown nurses! A slow trickle has begun to enter the workforce at the hospital- raised in the area, with family there, so not likely to leave us! Slowly they are learning to use email so keeping in better touch when we're out of Honduras. Looking forward to returning February 8, just in time for opening day of this year's LPN program, in which we will have 2 scholarshipped students again, one in the private and one in the public. God is good in providing the needs of Loma de Luz!

Our God Is With Us- Immanuel!

Immanuel-

Our God is with us!

And if God is with us

Who could stand against us?

Our God is with us-

Immanuel!

For all those who live in the shadow of death

A glorious light has dawned.

For all those who stumble in the darkness,

Behold, your light has come!

7:30 AM here in the northwest- and I think I might be waiting in vain for the sun to rise! With the fog and dark clouds, it seemed yesterday it just never really “rose”! Michael Card’s song Immanuel has both run thru my mind as well as belted out from my Ipod these weeks here. The message of hope- God with us, our Light has come!

We can’t hear “Immanuel” without thinking of 2 significant stories from our time in Honduras. It is not an uncommon name here, but was meaningfully given to 2 special babies. The first was the very tiny son of Kaylin, a young lady we’d ministered to during her pregnancy, knowing full well she would not survive the pregnancy. She had a fatal heart defect, and it seemed unlikely her baby would come to term. But unlike most mothers here, she named her in-utero baby before birth,  Immanuel.  Kaylin died within hours of Immanuel's birth, and her sister Delmy has raised him.  He will celebrate his 4^th birthday soon, truly a sign that God is with us.

The other Immanuel just turned 3, and is the son of 2 radiologists in La Ceiba. They themselves discovered while she was pregnant that their baby had a spina bifida. They came to John, begging him to find them good options in the US. He did, thru a sequence of miracles, and their Immanuel was born in Houston with the best of prenatal care and postnatal surgery. Today, Immanuel walks with braces, and is developing normally, with a shunt for his hydrocephaly. To see his sparkly eyes, one knows for certain that God is with us.

God delights in making Himself known to us in very personal ways. “Behold, your Light has come”.  We pray that in the midst of whatever you are going through in your journey right now, this Christmas message of an unchanging God that is “with  us” will ring clearly.

John and I will be in our home in WA thru the Christmas season, finishing up needed remodeling.  We have made 2 trips to see friends and family here, but think the snow will keep us closer to home now until we return to Honduras.  We are sensing more and more of a need to return to our children and grandchildren in the Tulsa area, so more on those plans in the future. We covet your prayers as we seek wisdom and direction for God’s perfect timing. For those that are scholarshiping students, both nursing and highschool, we will be in touch about how those arrangements will continue. May you have a blessed Christmas!  Thanks for all your incredible encouragement of us. John and Penny

Sabbatical update!

John with Kaitlyn, Dan's firstborn

John Axel, Dan's secondborn, with Gran

 After just 2 short weeks in Tulsa getting dental checkups, an orthopedist checkup for John's bad shoulder, and many visits with family and friends, we flew to Moses Lake, WA, which will be our homebase for the rest of this Sabbatical. I'm thankful for foto memories of the grandchildren and nieces and nephews, as the visits were all-too-short.

Visiting our inspirational "fluffy friend", June

Immediately on arrival at our home here, John got busy insulating the attic better to prepare for the cold winter. Where would we be without our trusty friends, the Kirks, who are there for every major project, lending a hand and great wisdom? We made decisions slowly on a kitchen remodel, painting the whole interior of the house, and ordering flooring. We are now in the waiting mode, as with the holidays we couldn't get cabinets in until late January. Flooring awaits the rest of the cabinets- so looks like we will not be enjoying the finished product this time home! We have bare plywood floors and makeshift living areas, not wanting to move the furniture back in before flooring is installed. We will be camping while here!

Great-niece, Pati, on Oregon trip

Some of the great nieces and nephews on an AM hike in WA

We left the mess before Thanksgiving and took a week's trip south to visit 2 nieces and a nephew, with a total of 14 children between them, coming and going from S. Oregon! The reason for the trip was to spent a long weekend with John's cousin's church, who have come to visit us in Honduras for 6 years. It was a great reunion of about 20 that have visited us at one time or another, with a feast Sunday after church and a program, sharing their 2 weeks with us this October. 2 "frequent flyers" from N. California also made the trip up to participate in the reunion, so we felt well-loved and honored!

Great niece, Cadence, being photogenic for me!

We've had a chance to share our Honduran adventures with a small local church here in Moses lake, plus participating weekly in Sunday School in another supporting church. We are spending much good time with Penny's sister and her husband here, so feel like we have family even tho the kids are far away here. We spent Thanksgiving with sister Shellie, and enjoyed her 3 children in the absence of ours.

We've settled into a routine, up at 440 to go to the local gym in the frosty dark, home for hot showers and coffee with Quiet time, then begin the daily dirty-work of home remodeling. Feeling blessed.

all dressed-up for dinner out with niece Robyn and Nate in Vancouver